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I don't need to be "discovered" by someone famous in order to have a positive influence on the world. I need to be discovered by myself. And I understand that I have the potential now to make my dreams come true. The first steps are terrifying. But usually the trip-ups happen when I stop trusting myself. Trusting myself is terrifying.
It would be way easier to trust others if I trusted myself. Instead of being paid to make other people's dreams come true, and then working towards my dreams on the sidelines... Why not focus my energy on my own dreams?
My dreams include creating a better world through effective early childhood education and by helping all adults learn to love themselves so that they may confidently share their gifts and knowledge with our posterity.
I have often felt like I will die young.
Please don't misunderstand me, I'm not trying to be morbid or dark, and I am in a perfectly joyful head-space. It is just a sense I have always carried. Perhaps it is just an early death of my ego that I’m sensing, but I think it will be the premature death of this body...
I know my time is short, and I need to share my message with the next generation. So I am sharing it now with my peers - adults young and old.
You can heal. We can heal.
And we can raise our children to be better humans.
We can teach them healthy coping mechanisms for handling their insecurities because
we understand our insecurities.
And if I am miraculously blessed with another
90 years on this earth,
my time is
still short.
If I have a dream, when should I enact it if not now?
I am not guaranteed any other time, so why would I not start living the way I want now?
Investing in making my current dreams my every day reality is necessary.
I have to trust myself.
And trusting myself is scary.
But I am learning how.
Watch me fly.
You can fly, too.